( because if not, paul will kill them. plain and simple.
it's an odd feeling, to have his own shoes to fill in. the last thing he wants to be is a disappointment to alia — though he knows the paul she remembers is far different than the boy he is now. by necessity, he knows things have to change. of course, all he ever wants to do is maintain who he is now, someone tangentially good and respectful, but since the baron's attack on the fremen sietch, it hasn't been an option. he is different. he must become different, worse, harder, colder, in order to see this holy war to completion.
it's just hard to remember he is a freak, a terrible person capable of atrocities, when he's here in the summery domestic bliss between alia and alina. )
Strange? I used it once. Twice, actually. ( a gross misuse of it, really. ) It was fine for me. Let's agree not to use it on anyone but each other for now, until we can figure out the problem.
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( because if not, paul will kill them. plain and simple.
it's an odd feeling, to have his own shoes to fill in. the last thing he wants to be is a disappointment to alia — though he knows the paul she remembers is far different than the boy he is now. by necessity, he knows things have to change. of course, all he ever wants to do is maintain who he is now, someone tangentially good and respectful, but since the baron's attack on the fremen sietch, it hasn't been an option. he is different. he must become different, worse, harder, colder, in order to see this holy war to completion.
it's just hard to remember he is a freak, a terrible person capable of atrocities, when he's here in the summery domestic bliss between alia and alina. )
Strange?
I used it once. Twice, actually. ( a gross misuse of it, really. ) It was fine for me.
Let's agree not to use it on anyone but each other for now, until we can figure out the problem.